Hi! My name is Decreasa Kay and I have spent a lot of the last several years finding out more about myself than my given name. 

I have had so many realizations about who I previously believed myself to be and found that I had been artificially moving through life events as various versions of myself. 

I was understanding more clearly, that I knowingly and unknowingly created within myself, these versions of me to present to everyone and anyone as I moved throughout my journey.   

I was encased and submerged in judgement and fear and ignorantly dressed myself in rejection and abandonment.   

I was manically moving through time.  I became tired.  This was the turning point!

Along the way, I found a feeling inside of myself that was familiar to me but also brand new.  I felt this feeling outside of myself and it extended through my children, family, everyone, and all things.  I felt this feeling in the rain, snails, gnats, loss, sun, moon, leaves, car-breakdowns, bad-habits, work, sleep, flowers, music…all things! Eureka…

I felt l o v e…

This feeling caused such aching within me, as I had to recall all the spaces in time along my journey when I believed I had done anything outside of love to you, anyone, anything, any place…all things!

Then peace came and while I was still in the company of my own grief, I surrendered…Mercy!  I felt all of my various selves aching and throbbing, and it was supernaturally real in every way…!  But I felt every part of it as and with love. I began to realize that I am, we all are love.  The feeling that is universally a part of us, but magically hidden by the selves we create to survive here in this place we call home. 

So now you can find me thinking about what I want, while I paint, write, cook, and I love.

You can view some of my paintings here!

Thanks for stopping by!